Finally I 'proposed' her.I know what made me do so.It was not much like proposal.It was like I knew what is happening,I presumed what would happen and so I thought to move on.But,things are not the same.Not the same means,not exactly what I had imagined.She was shocked in the first place.But,she was so cool and patient.I know she has a problem.I can guess what it is.May be she don't want to hurt her parents by doing this silly thing.I don't have any plan to hurt anyone.If we are clear,we could make it easy and perfect.The next day,it was fine.The night she messaged me.It was casual and discussion went on.But,after long conversations and wishing good night 4 times,I thought she was asleep n I don't know what had happened.I was just sleeping.But,the following morning I could see her message.It was also casual.I replied that I was sleeping when that message arrived n I thought she had already slept.But she didn't reply.May be she was busy or not.But,until now,I din get any reply from her.In the first place why do I expect.And hard part-I am not able to sleep now.All dreams about her.They seemed almost real.Illusions happened to take place of reality.It was the 2nd time the feeling happened after some days.
I don't know if there is a solution to the problem or it is gonna remain like the unsolved mysteries of my life.
I regretted daily for not happened to do all these things while we were in same class.Or,even there may be a solution,but a hard one.Sometimes,we need to choose what is best,even if it is hard to choose.
P.S.-I think I love her
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