'Farewell' my love

This time,I don't want to write this.I don't feel any better.But I have to do something.Tried Fbing,its shit.
Nothing can work now.
The girl. What the fuck is happening in my life. She has been with me in my class since 4 yrs and I din do anything or thought much about her. Did the 'farewell' thing make this up ??
God knows the answer as he is playing this. I mean,when everything is perfect including the girl,its the time like I have to leave her for nothing.
Just think once again. Is it better to do or not.
Ok,dont think. What the fuck is happening. U just don't have to feel much buddy.
There is a chance. When the only option is to give it up,then think of these situations.
U like this girl n U don't have to leave it like that. U play it from Ur side.
Nothing is gonna bother.
Just think. There is nothing to get worried too much.
Just trust Urself n rest would follow.
Final thing-something is wrong coz U had done some wrong. U did that wrong thing in the wrong context. Don't try to relate independent events.
Now,U can do this. No one are gonna stop U.
Yes AP,U have choice !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!